Okay, I’m freaking out a little right now…in a way that I’m sitting here calmly while inside I’m shrieking and reminding myself to breathe lol.
I was just doing stuff around the house and left the room and came back in and found a message popped up on my Facebook chat from my 4 1/2 yr. old’s mom that said, hey, do ya wanna come to my jewelry show on Saturday, as in this Saturday at her house and I let out a high pitched squeal so Hubby asked what was up so I told him and he started laughing at me :p.
Anyway, so looks like Hubby and I are going to drop by to say Hi at their house on this Saturday around noon. I’m going to stay for an hour or two for her jewelry party/show and to talk or whatever, but Hubby’s not sure if he’ll stay or just meet her, say Hi and then go and come back to pick me up later or what, but yeah I’m freakin out a little here.
My 4 1/2 yr. old won’t be there, she’ll be next door at their neighbors, but still…that came as a total surprise to me and me with my brain and freakin out here was thinking a little bit ago…what if my 4 1/2 yr. old is outside playing, what if she comes home early or for an emergency or something…what if for some reason I did see my 4 1/2 yr. old when I go over to their house for the jewelry show this Saturday and then I was like and so what…if she’s okay with it and would like me to come then I go and if I saw my 4 1/2 yr. old, then I’d deal with it (emotionally speaking mostly), but chances are high with the way our relationship is going that I’ll be seeing my 4 1/2 yr. old before too long at any rate anyway.
And ya know, if it was my 6 yr. old and she knew I was coming, she wouldn’t go to the neighbors house cause she’d most likely want to see me, but this is my 4 1/2 yr. old and she doesn’t quite understand or get the concept the same way as my 6 yr. old yet. Anyway, my 4 1/2 yr. old won’t be at the house so if it happened, it would just be on accident/by chance.