Okay so I haven’t written in a while again…I know…but anyway let’s see if I can give a readers digest version and then fill in details etc. later on.
Things haven’t been going too well for a while with the boy and I and we’ve been fighting a lot lately. He won’t commit, propose or make a decision with me and marriage and I’m tired of waiting for him after I feel like I’ve been waiting and trying to work through things with him for the past year and nothing has been changing like it needs to.
Anyway, long story short although I’m sure I’ll fill you in on more later…I talked to him just the other night and told him we needed to take a break because I needed space and time away from him and so forth. Then he said well that’s fine, but I don’t think we should set a time so the terminology that was used is that we’re on a break for an indefinite amount of time to think about things. We’re going to go about living our own lives, doing our own thing, hang out with who we want, do what we want and start dating other people too. Eventually we’ll talk again to say this is what I think and here’s your stuff or what I want to do is this etc., but I honestly don’t think we’re going to get back together and have it work.
So, yeah anyway that’s a basic update and then I’ve already hung out/gone out with another guy since going on break and been in a good mood and a lot happier since starting this break for an indefinite amount of time. I also have another guy besides the one I hung out with that I like that likes me that I’m hoping to date and he’s so cute…yeah so more to come like I said.
I have a lot to say but not enough time to say it in right now so that’s what I’ll say for now and update more later =). I’m just really happy right now, which tells me right there that I did the right thing in regards to the boy and our relationship.