Changing Plans…

I would say I’m changing plans again, but I don’t really know if that fits… I mean really I’ve changed plans quite a few times lately and felt like I’ve been going around in circles to figure things out, but I do have a new plan of attack from the one I was planning on using last week.

Of course, things have changed since last week because my boy came home early since the selling job wasn’t working out for him. So, the new plan of action is that I’m pretty positive as in 90 % or more positive that I’m going to end up having to break my lease a little early even though I didn’t want to and I’ve been trying to work things out so I don’t have to break the lease early, but it’s not happening. I’m not having luck with the job search up here where my place is, but I am having better luck and more options available to me down by where my parents and Cory are now so I’m going to finding another place to move to that’s down by where Cory and my parents are within the next month or two.

I’ve started just since this past Friday to look for and apply to jobs down by where Cory and my parents are so I’m planning to get a job and a new place down there. I’m hoping to get a new place and job lined up for myself down there within the next month and close up things up here. I know it’s not going to be fun to break the lease a little early, but I’m to the point where I don’t really have any other option available to me and the best thing with all things considered for me to do now is to go back down by where Cory and my parents are to get a job and place down there as soon as I can.

So, I’m going to do some more job searching from up here tomorrow (Monday) and Tuesday and then head back down to visit/stay with my parents for a little while so I can work on getting a place and job down there while being down there. I’m thinking, as mentioned in the previous post, that I’m going to go to a nearby salon and check out pedicures and probably get myself a french mani for a pedi – my very first pedi either tomorrow or Tuesday before I go down. I also have to get my car taken in for its regular lube and oil check up…sometimes I worry about how much longer my car is going to last before it’s going to die on me.

I’d like to get a new car, but I’m trying to get this one to last a while longer still so we’ll see how that goes with my car. I’m planning on heading down either by Tuesday night or Wednesday afternoon depending on how things go with getting things done and taken care of up here before I head down there for a little while. I’m getting pretty excited to see Cory when I go down this week on Tues or Wed though since it’s been 2 weeks or a little over 2 weeks since I last saw him. I still haven’t seen him since he came back from Cali so I’m getting pretty psyched to see him this week and by the time I do see him, I won’t have seen him for 2 1/2 to 3 weeks, which is the longest we’ve ever gone without seeing each other.

Of course, we were suppose to go 3 months without seeing each other, but things changed and I really don’t know how it would have been had I not been able to see him for a whole 3 months. But Cory is really anxious for me to get down there and wanting to see me…it’s really kind of cute and funny at the same time to listen to him sometimes on the phone.

He’s really starting to go crazy and miss me even more the past couple days now. The last few times I’ve talked to him, he keeps talking about how much he misses me, can’t wait to see me, hold me, hug me, kiss me, cuddle with me and love me for his very own he hee. Yesterday and today he’s been going more crazy with trying to get me to just jump in my car and drive down to see him for a couple hours and then he’ll let me come back up.

He was really complaining about it tonight when we were on the phone though because he knows I’m going to be coming down this week though he doesn’t know for sure which day yet and he wants me to hurry up and get down there. I said to him well don’t worry I’ll be down there in a while and then you can see me and cuddle with me and I said hey at least you get to talk to me on the phone though right. He said all I’ve done the past 2 weeks or so is talk to you on this dumb thing and I haven’t been able to see you or touch you at all for all that time dang it and I said I know it sucks huh and he’s like uh huh so you have to hurry and come down and I said I will after I get some stuff done.

I thought it was cute and nice to know that he wants to see me and cuddle with me that bad and misses me that much. I really want to see him, cuddle with him and miss him a lot too, but I’ve been trying to play it cool and not say anything about it as much because I didn’t want to make it harder for him or for me, ya know. Anyway, now that he’s started talking about it so have I and I can’t wait for the next couple days to go by and I’m getting really nervous and excited all at the same time to see him because I won’t have seen him for so long when I see him again.

I know I’ll probably end up being all shy around him and saying Hi until he makes the first move because it’s been a while since we’ve seen each other and all. I mentioned to him that I’d most likely end up being shy again like I’ve done a few other times when we’ve seen each other after not seeing each other for a weekend or something like that and then he told me he thinks it’s really kind of cute and sexy when I do my little thing and act all shy so now I’m like EEEKK about seeing him again even more than I was before he said that, ya know lol.

I’ve had a countdown on my phone for a while now counting down the hours, minutes and seconds until I get to see him again on Tues or Wed this week and while I sit around in between job searching, running errands, playing, sleeping and sitting around, I keep looking at the countdown clock and willing it to go faster lol. So, yeah I’m really excited to see him this week and I think I’m going to die of excitement and anticipation with the waiting to see him in the next few days here lol…okay so maybe I won’t, but it sure feels like a possibility right now.

I’m just so HYPER and EXCITED to see him again this week – YAY for me =)!!!