I jumped to all sorts of irrational conclusions when I was freakin out on myself and dealing with my insecurities last night.
Geez, well, this is what happens when you haven’t gone out into the dating/social world with someone for as long as me. It was normal – my night out with him and everything and I freaked out because I’m use to the abnormal – it’s weird, but true.
We’re talking/texting again since a little bit ago and I was so off base with my insecurities lol. I know, big surprise there.
He told me he had a good time last night too and we found out that we don’t go to the same church at the same time. Although we might pass each other on Sundays though, you never know.
Anyway, all is well again – it never wasn’t well. I just went a little weird with my insecurities is all, but I’m all good again.
I sorted through a lot of my stuff on my own and then talked to my Dad a while ago so that helped a lot. Then ended up texting/talking with Cory now and that helped me too so I’m fine and just annoyed with myself for letting myself get carried away with my thoughts, ya know.
Oh, well, that’s life in the dating/social world for ya. That’s just the way it is – gotta deal with it.